10.20.2008

Two Lane Highways



Two lane highway, Red Lodge
Killing time around the soda shop
Melting ice cream and chocolate bars

Two lane highway, between bars
Walking two yellow lines like tightropes
Under a full moon down the middle of the road

Oooh, one point to the other
Oooh, on the arm of your lover

Two lane highways, cheap motels
On the California king beneath the bookshelf
Full of Louis L’Amour from before we were born

10.18.2008

(Over Me)


Your own damn fault, this falling away
Between the time and the distance, it’s madness
Of the best kind
At the worst times

I don’t blame you for turning away
Between the lies and the whiskey, who would have me
At the best time
But the worst kinds

Seems like your eyes were kinder last time, every time
The holes in your love and the loathing thereof
Let the rains from above wash over me, over me

It’s my fault, for walking away
Seems the time for this distance is passing
Down with the sands
Down to my knees

Don’t blame me for feeling again
Seems the numbness that lies in the whiskey
Is weaker
In the wine

Seems like the bottle was kinder last time, every time
The holes in my soul and the soles of my shoes
Let the smell of the booze wash over me, over me

And who is to see what is left of us now
Between the time and the distance, it’s madness
Of the best kind
At the worst time

And I don’t want to say I know you better
But there was a time you would have sent at least one letter
Just to say
There’s nothing more to say

Seems like the words were kinder last time, every time
The holes in my verse and the curse of my sin
Let the ink from my pen wash over me, over me

10.13.2008

Thought You Might Be



One silent night in repose
alone between the bedposts
I caught a glimpse of flesh
in my arms and with my eyes closed
My thoughts they slipped through your hair
my hands just crept through thin air
I thought you might be over there
From that day to the next
there was a sighing in my breast that carried
On through halves of hours
So tired was my chest
I couldn’t bear another breath of you

You shouldn’t cross your own words so
With deeds that come and go and
Pull my heartstrings ‘til they sing
Some heartfelt verse you shouldn’t know
So I keep the verses well-worn
Lock and key, bottom drawer cuz
I thought you might come back for more
From that day to the next
There was a longing so repressed it carried
On these paths for hours
So tired was my chest
I couldn’t bear another singsong tune

The Still Frames



He smiled like a crease in a photograph
When she sat like a child on his knee
They ran to the mill each day, grinding their secret
And she said, “you don’t say it but I know you love me”

That summer she painted the roses
That climbed the wall to her room
The ones that cut his hands as he climbed with them
The ones that to this day still bloom red

He grew to be cold and colorblind
He grew to frame in another life
She grew to remember the still frames
Of the pictures they took in the booth at the fair

The fever she brushed in her youth on a canvas
Is leaning in his attic collecting dust
Aging gracefully in an endless night while he lies
With his family below

That picture she painted has faded
It’s the one with the blooms
And his wife, she hates it
Because she knows the truth

He grew to be cold and colorblind
He grew to frame in another life
She grew to remember the still frames
Of the pictures they took in the booth at the fair

Sometimes he'd fall like the rooftops were walls
Sometimes he'd scream like the doorways were halls
Sometimes he'd whisper, pen in hand, writing one or the other
Saying I never said it then but I loved her

When he passed away, his wife came by
To leave a keepsake she said she’d just found
Saying, “all is forgiven from his lifetime
And anyway, he has no need for this now”

You can see them the roses she thinned out
Still show through the blue of the years, like rust
Glowing red - the summerlong love, the rope swing
The lake and the lust . . . and the lust.

10.04.2008

State Line


I forgot how to make moments anew
Find my own time to smile
So I daydream a love long overdue
While I burn up in flames all the while

Working two shifts won’t bat my eyes
But I been working this season straight through
So I daydream, my love, into the night
While clutching the air that was you

And oh! the lives I would give
Just to make the bed in the house where you live
And oh! the time stood still
I swear you were blind to cross that state line
To leave me here, to die

Oh, that my love could make you full
Fill you the same each day
Like petals of flowers filling the table
Hiding the spill from his coffee

Your phone yet warm with the sound of my voice
Passed on from tower to tower
If it were so, our love might still grow
Relayed by the cold, hard steel